I opened up to you, since i thought we'd have another chance.
Just maybe you'd see that I am worth it.
I stepped up to ask you, you crushed me down till i was tiny.
Ending up with me feeling stupid, and you feeling.
Well; i dont know since you never said any thing back.
why cant i keep a guys interest anymore.
Some things wrong with me, i swear.
Sunday, May 31, 2009
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Callan: I sort of trust you heaps, and yeah we may not be best friends, the whole love you long time sort of shit. i have my little bitches and moans to you. you may not be in the best moods all the time and i dont know what to do to cheer you up /: but you still havent cracked into those sleeping pills, so you still are living. Which is good since i sort of need you to make me smile at school. and have long squeeze hugs. (: i sort of love you and can see us writing letters in class to each other for a long while. we dont really see each other out of school, which is sad. Not many people want us to stay friends. but really fuck them. They can just look away, we dont need there shit. w3 bE cRaZeY biiiTcH333'z <3
Tuhoro: well you'll prob never read this since i dont want put my old blog link onto my page.
but ill write you a thing any ways.. I wish you guys had never found that blog, or me wrote it. I guess you never would know the real me. Since i can never see you outta school since its real awkward and we just stand there going umm yeah so .-. its strange since we get along so well in class, but once we're outa class.. theres nothing.
Tyler: Many people to seem to love you, or are your best friend. i dont seem to be in any need any more. we'd texts till late in the night, but since you've lost your phone.. that never happens any more. i cant get on msn enough, so now im gone. im not any thing. im just sitting nicely at 4th on your top friends... but no. i cant tell you this, you get angry at me and say you cant have other friends. but i know its the truth. i want you, just you. i wouldnt want to share. but thats just my greed inside my twirling around. regret of how i had you, my hands brushing your skin lightly. But you slipped out of my hands. Leaving me with just missed thoughts. A few cute texts i read every night. Many wet eyes. arms left by my side, unopening up to any one else. i could say any for the last billionth time " i wish things were like they used to be"
Ryan: Really quiet wonderful to me lately, i love talking to you on the phone,and wouldnt change any thing about them. Apart from those awkward silences we have when you say some things haha. Your real kind and cool. And sort of the only person that cares for me at the moment. But i dont think i know the whole story up in your little wee mind. Could be another one trying to figure you out, trying to decode you. Your a puzzle to me. Get your heart straight.
Tuhoro: well you'll prob never read this since i dont want put my old blog link onto my page.
but ill write you a thing any ways.. I wish you guys had never found that blog, or me wrote it. I guess you never would know the real me. Since i can never see you outta school since its real awkward and we just stand there going umm yeah so .-. its strange since we get along so well in class, but once we're outa class.. theres nothing.
Tyler: Many people to seem to love you, or are your best friend. i dont seem to be in any need any more. we'd texts till late in the night, but since you've lost your phone.. that never happens any more. i cant get on msn enough, so now im gone. im not any thing. im just sitting nicely at 4th on your top friends... but no. i cant tell you this, you get angry at me and say you cant have other friends. but i know its the truth. i want you, just you. i wouldnt want to share. but thats just my greed inside my twirling around. regret of how i had you, my hands brushing your skin lightly. But you slipped out of my hands. Leaving me with just missed thoughts. A few cute texts i read every night. Many wet eyes. arms left by my side, unopening up to any one else. i could say any for the last billionth time " i wish things were like they used to be"
Ryan: Really quiet wonderful to me lately, i love talking to you on the phone,and wouldnt change any thing about them. Apart from those awkward silences we have when you say some things haha. Your real kind and cool. And sort of the only person that cares for me at the moment. But i dont think i know the whole story up in your little wee mind. Could be another one trying to figure you out, trying to decode you. Your a puzzle to me. Get your heart straight.
Friday, May 8, 2009
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